Wednesday, March 23, 2011

I've got to get out of here

Keep marching forward.  At work I've created a bit of momentum, which is nice, but is not for me to carry on.

At home, I'm tired and not available.  I contribute at their school, in extra-curriculars, but I'm not around enough to be anything important here. Two hours a day, tops, with the kids.  I've stopped sleeping.  There's not enough time in the day to do everything.  Days run together, and all I look forward to is getting out of town.  That and knowing I've got one more year of this, and I better be ready when it ends.  Things are unfinished, noticed and not accomplished.  Big, important things I feel unable to change and that I don't believe in.

In 7 minutes I'll be up and at it again.


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