Keep marching forward. At work I've created a bit of momentum, which is nice, but is not for me to carry on.
At home, I'm tired and not available. I contribute at their school, in extra-curriculars, but I'm not around enough to be anything important here. Two hours a day, tops, with the kids. I've stopped sleeping. There's not enough time in the day to do everything. Days run together, and all I look forward to is getting out of town. That and knowing I've got one more year of this, and I better be ready when it ends. Things are unfinished, noticed and not accomplished. Big, important things I feel unable to change and that I don't believe in.
In 7 minutes I'll be up and at it again.